Saturday, February 16, 2013

Serving

Serving

Serving. I had never given that much thought. I knew women served others in most homes. In most places people serve. They serve on jury duty, in the military and as people in the church. I knew Jesus served others, but honestly, I haven't made a servant of myself. I started listening to James MacDonald today. His first sermon really got to me. Thinking about how Jesus served others, even up to the point before his death. He served. This gives us a biblical definition of service.
 
Jesus served. He washed the feet of the disciples at the last dinner. He knew he would be dying. He knew Judas was going to betray him. He knew this was the last night he would be having with them. Instead of letting someone else handle the foot washing, he did it. He still served those he loved.
Can I do any less? I am not Jesus, though I strive to be the best person I can. I hope to be a servant of God, and to practice that with my family. I love my family. I want to be like Jesus and serve them in love.
Father, teach me to be an instrument of your love, a servant to bless those around me. Father, help me to be the person you want me to be, as I embrace the personality and personage you gave me. :)

Getting Started.

Getting Started Blogging

I am not sure what I want this to be. I think a transformation. I have a long way to go to be the person I want to be. I want to be healthy. I want to be happy. I want to be free. I want to be strong.
I want to be strong physically, emotionally, morally, and spiritually.
This will be a documentation of that journey.
My most important, most valuable
asset is my home,
my husband
my kids.
ME.
 
 
As I grow
I want my children
to know what it was like to
start from weakness and frustration and tears
and grow to be strong, able, capable, a woman of steel.
I am capable of great things. God has told me so. You see, God lives in me
I have His strength. I have His willpower. I have HIS love.
Without God
I am nothing.
I am something.
Because I have God.
This will be a long, painful journey
 
Sit back and join me. :)